experience this year

Hi there little peanuts, the question today is about "have you had a good year?" Honestly little peanuts, it hasn't. I'm in my last year of Uni and it's been full of classes, problems with the subjects, a lot... and i mean... A LOT! of homework, and worries about how can i demostrate to the world that i am an artist. you see, in plastic arts we don't have a tesis, like the rest of the careers, we have a final test (an exhibition) where a bunch of guest (professors that we don't know) walk around our artwork, judge them and they are the ones that decide if we can graduate or not, it doesn't matter if you had the greatest of grades all the year, it only take one exhibition, one look and all your dreams and hopes can be shatter. So i'm full of nerves, axiety and fear of failure... and i still have one entire semester left. I have been tryin to keep going, but i'm just a disaster, two of my biggest classes are expecting me to make miracles when i got nothing and that's not very inspirational. the other 4 classes (yes, i have 6 classes this semester) i'm in the breach of failure too if i don't keep up. I don't have achivments or any good things to say, my year sucks, i hate every single little day that pass 'cause i feel like i'm not ready yet, i see my classmates, they are rocking it. Well at least i'm happy for them, does that count as something positive? Anyways i hope you all are doing better than me. See ya!